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Eure
21 December 2012 @ 12:01 am
This is my prose journal, full of my thoughts. Welcome to It.
 
 
Eure
08 August 2009 @ 06:00 pm
Let my hand tremble in the light. Am I whole, shaking in this warmth that shadows out of the darkness? Have I looked upon the shadows and longed for its silenced cold? Have I left the garden of life’s valleys, to enter the world of thickened air and false horizons?
Where have all my lovely lilies gone, if not scattered through the darkness by the wind?

The petals that carried my dreams and hopes, have they been swallowed by the fitful wisher? No; I have moved my eyes, and let them fall to the grounds of the shadows in the alley, always within my reach, but my stilled hand will never grasp them in the cold. Let them root in the shadows of my mind’s alley – sinking into the cracks of the stones I have placed, to grow like weeds among the walls of my reality.



 
 
Current Location: Mom's Room
Current Music: Farewell - Apocalyptica
 
 
Eure
23 June 2009 @ 12:28 am

Go – the farthest land waits just beyond the horizon, towards a setting sun that will never rise on another side. A man that dreams, a child that sleeps, a woman that cries; all fade into the endless pink that streaks across the sky as it returns to its going coming.

If there is a way to end the life that follows the yellow circle, tell me so that I may follow its direction; surely, there is another shape that lies in the reflection of the sea that I set to sail. Surely there is another meaning to find that can never be placed in any book, or grabbed by any mind.

 

Come – the farthest land beckons its weary towards the sitting place, high on a hill, where they can rest at last. Oh, the resting place - that is above all which is cruel and tiring; it is terrible yet welcoming, close to the sky and above the realities of the city.

 

Forebode – a blinking sky strewn with nothing but glass, with the city of greed and shine below; I reach my hand toward it, but pull back at its hard cool. My eyes stare back at me, wondering and scared…my eyes stare back at me, and the eyes of the endless blink back again, with the eyes of those that walked with me, towards me, and away, with the city of the ground before them.

 

Trapped between the two – yet calling – without choice, without a stand, I look towards the sky and wait.

 

 

 
 
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: The Farthest Land - Kow Otani
 
 
Eure
20 June 2009 @ 02:43 pm
The Moon's House

 

My eyes, that which has betrayed me the most, look up toward you, my shining moon, in the sky. Frozen in place, I look to you for guidance, finding your arms held out to me in that cruel gesture. I will not take it, for your fingers will never close around my shaking ones, and I will never find your smile as kind as I did the first time.

            It is like looking at the sun, only to find it harsher with each dimming glance until I am blind.

 

How hard it is, to stand within the moving tides that pull towards you, all running to your hand and falling through the gaps between, returning to itself as whole as it will ever be, save for the drops that lovingly slide down your wrists.

 

            With locked gazes, I can not help but wonder who you are looking at, if it is to me or the ones around me, I will never know, but for now, I will follow the sinking waters to your grasp, but I shall keep my hand reached towards the burning sun, and I will take neither.



 
 
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: Tsuki no Ie
 
 
Eure
14 June 2009 @ 12:53 am
I raise my finger towards the sky and outline the pattern of our hands;
The simple things that kept us close become harder with each tracing bump-
Are the lines as blurred as they were before, when we scattered away the acrylic lines for chalk?
Are we as innocent as the children lying silently on the hill, watching the stars fade and come with the shifting day?
Or have you left me for harder ground, which my shaking legs can not handle?
Trembling, i finish the incomplete portrait of your leaving hand, and the back of your head will never looks towards me again.

And "yet I know"

"These chalk hills will rot my bones."




Inspired by the song "White Chalk" by PJ Harvey.


 
 
Current Location: Mother's Room
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: White Chalk - PJ Harvey
 
 
 
 

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